看的时候脑海里总是想起Hjalmar Söderberg, 他写，”Our soul abhors a vacuum. At all costs it longs for contact.”，但他也写，”I have such a strong and absolute need to be alone. That, of course, doesn’t mean that I need to be alone all day long. I want to have the right to begin and especially end my day by myself.” 他的句子总是在瞬间跳出来haunt我，今天看电影的时候思绪不宁，脑子很乱，充满了矛盾的情绪。